Entry: I'll be just fine pretending I'm not, I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got... Friday, April 15, 2005



Lalalalala. It's been a long time since I updated you my lovely blog. (I didn't hear anyone complaining...I suppose no one really cares anyways...)

Well, I've had band (by the way, dunno if I said this already somewhere, but in Musicfest, senior band got Silver+. Which is good. And jazz got gold in Kiwanis. ^__^) and musical (in two weeks! O_O) So I've been busy.

Aw, confederation debates are almost over. ._. they were fun. I mean, we're in...3rd last, I think. But, ah well. ^_^

Agh, in two months (!!!TWO MONTHS!!!) I'll be graduating...from grade eight. (So I assume...if you only fail one term can you still not graduate? Not that I intend to fail, but just keeping my options open.)
And, with graduation comes the loss of the majority of my friends.
;_;
I guess I should be used to it. I mean, I've been to 5 different schools in my life. (I envy the people who stay in one school their whole life...or, at least only two school, with the same people...)
But then, besides from Kitchener, this is the longest I've ever stayed anywhere. (And in Kitchener, I only got to grade 1 before moving, so I didn't even make that many friends...)
Truthfully, most of my best friends I only met this year, but still...(what about Sam-sam and Tommy? Who I've known since I moved here?)
I guess I'll make new friends. (They better not all have little groups already at the high school...and they better be friendly, cause I'm not the type who goes up and talks to people first...)
But I will miss all my old friends.
>_> I hate talking about grad. I hate thinking about the future. I kinda wish we could stay in grade eight forever. Despite all of its faults, I really have enjoyed the year so far. ._.

But yeah. I'll stop talking now.

You know, I think I come off as annoying. And ranty. I annoy myself sometimes. >_<

   2 comments

The Mad Hattress
April 20, 2005   08:58 PM PDT
 
Sorry, I think I worded that wrong. I'm not actually moving, but due to the new boundaries I'm going to the school in the country, while the majority of my school is going to the school in the city. (Which is only...what, 10 minutes away from my current school? While the other school is about 45 minutes away. I really don't get the boundaries...>_>)
I guess I will make new friends eventually, but I don't like having to make them...it's so much nicer to just cling to the friends you already know.
Raz
April 20, 2005   06:32 PM PDT
 
Aww, you're moving? That sucks. Where are you moving to?
I felt much the same way when I went into high school. I'd been living in a new place for 2 years, and was begining to feel secure... But, /none/ of my close friends were going to the same high school as I was!!
It wasn't that bad, though; I was lucky enough to have the same lunch as my favorite aquaintances who were going, and yeah... I made new friends. (Me! The shy one!) So, yeah. It'll not be so bad.

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