Well, school has yet to get any better.
It has gotten worse.
Too much homework. >__<
Too long classes.
Too short weekends.
Too many people.
Too long classes.
Too short weekends.
Too many people.
Gaaaaaaah.
Yeah, I know, I'm just whiny. But I still wish there was SOMETHING I liked about school.
Ummm...
Oh, in drama, we're doing 10 tableauxs to represent a movie, and my group is doing Shrek 2. And I get to be Puss in Boots. :D (And the queen, for one tableaux.) I like that. Actually, I like drama pretty much. There is actually more work than I thought there would be, but since on all the written stuff so far I've gotten hundreds, I'm not worried. Although I really want to get to actual acting, not just games and tableauxs...
I guess I SHOULD be happy, because my English and math teachers think I'm some good student or something. Cause my English teacher really liked this story I handed in a while ago, and I keep on doing best in class in math. But the only reason I'm doing so well in math, and in English really, is because right now we're doing units that I'm good at. And therefore, I do well. But once we get into tougher stuff that I don't understand, I'll start doing worse. And then they'll be all disappointed with me, and wonder why I'm doing badly, and suggest I get help, and blah blah blah. SO now I feel that I have to get perfect on everything in this courses from now on, or else face their...disappointment. So, really, the fact that they think I'm a good student is just another stress. (Although, I suppose this is a good way to get me to study now. >_>;)
Contrariwise, my French teacher doesn't like me. He ignores me when I raise my hand to answer questions, even if no one else knows the answers. But then, I'm not really so fond of him, so I guess it's what I deserve. >_>; actually, I don't like French. Which sucks, because I wanted to take it through high school, or at least in next year...but now I'm not so sure...I guess I'll just see how well I do on my final report card...
It's interesting. Today, I went down to drama without talking to any of my friends. (My 4 friends, that is, all of whom I am only friends with because we knew each other last year...)
I turned two corners in the art hall, so that I came to the little corner, where no one could see me. And I just stayed there until the warning bell. Away from people. Away from classes. Away from life.
I did hear a few people as they went to the drama and music rooms. They didn't notice me though.
And then, Manleen called me a loser because I was hiding. >_>
Ah well.
No, I do not like the social aspect of high school. I don't even REALLY enjoy the academic aspect either, because I feel so stressed right now.
And tired. 6:00 am is WAY too early to wake up for school. (Lucky Earl-ys. THEY only wake up at 7:00. Grrr.)
Yeah, I know, I'm just whiny. But I still wish there was SOMETHING I liked about school.
Ummm...
Oh, in drama, we're doing 10 tableauxs to represent a movie, and my group is doing Shrek 2. And I get to be Puss in Boots. :D (And the queen, for one tableaux.) I like that. Actually, I like drama pretty much. There is actually more work than I thought there would be, but since on all the written stuff so far I've gotten hundreds, I'm not worried. Although I really want to get to actual acting, not just games and tableauxs...
I guess I SHOULD be happy, because my English and math teachers think I'm some good student or something. Cause my English teacher really liked this story I handed in a while ago, and I keep on doing best in class in math. But the only reason I'm doing so well in math, and in English really, is because right now we're doing units that I'm good at. And therefore, I do well. But once we get into tougher stuff that I don't understand, I'll start doing worse. And then they'll be all disappointed with me, and wonder why I'm doing badly, and suggest I get help, and blah blah blah. SO now I feel that I have to get perfect on everything in this courses from now on, or else face their...disappointment. So, really, the fact that they think I'm a good student is just another stress. (Although, I suppose this is a good way to get me to study now. >_>;)
Contrariwise, my French teacher doesn't like me. He ignores me when I raise my hand to answer questions, even if no one else knows the answers. But then, I'm not really so fond of him, so I guess it's what I deserve. >_>; actually, I don't like French. Which sucks, because I wanted to take it through high school, or at least in next year...but now I'm not so sure...I guess I'll just see how well I do on my final report card...
It's interesting. Today, I went down to drama without talking to any of my friends. (My 4 friends, that is, all of whom I am only friends with because we knew each other last year...)
I turned two corners in the art hall, so that I came to the little corner, where no one could see me. And I just stayed there until the warning bell. Away from people. Away from classes. Away from life.
I did hear a few people as they went to the drama and music rooms. They didn't notice me though.
And then, Manleen called me a loser because I was hiding. >_>
Ah well.
No, I do not like the social aspect of high school. I don't even REALLY enjoy the academic aspect either, because I feel so stressed right now.
And tired. 6:00 am is WAY too early to wake up for school. (Lucky Earl-ys. THEY only wake up at 7:00. Grrr.)
Oh, but I did manage to venture into the cafeteria this week. And their fries, with ketchup, are yummy. :3 Tomorrow, Manleen and I are splitting a poutine. (Cause they're HUGE...)
Here's hoping that it gets better. >_>;
PS DARNNIT, I'm not even that excited for Halloween anymore! And I saw Corpse Bride, which was good but not awesome, so I can't be excited for it.
HOPEFULLY I'll get my Halloween spirit back soon. Maybe when they start having Halloween specials on TV...
PS DARNNIT, I'm not even that excited for Halloween anymore! And I saw Corpse Bride, which was good but not awesome, so I can't be excited for it.
HOPEFULLY I'll get my Halloween spirit back soon. Maybe when they start having Halloween specials on TV...